"Traveling." That's what I need. Not a good-looking old tech gadget, not a better speaker, not all those things.

I wake up at 5:00 AM and feel energetic. I watch the news on YouTube, but when I say "news" I mean Tucker Carlson and Candace, Pod Saves America, and a few other independent outlets I subscribe to.

A few years ago, I would have never imagined watching Tucker, at least not to get news, but recently I don't even bother with CNN or ABC much anymore. It's been that way for a long time. It's their eyes. They seem like good people, but I can see that there's something they cannot say, even if it were the truth. Even Gavin Newsom seems frightened to speak up. The United States has started a war, and he's talking about his book. What? Who cares?

Candace, on the other hand, seems totally unafraid. Tucker too. So I listen to them, hear what they have to say, and balance it with some left-wing independent media, who often make fun of Candace and Tucker, which irritates me. They still don't see that the division was created by those in power to control people. Hating each other only makes it easier for them to control the masses. So instead of hating, I'm trying to find common ground.

All the good men and all the bad men, fighting each other, and children are the collateral damage. This is crazy.

Imagine being collateral damage in a meaningless war. Imagine your family being part of that. Would you have the grace to just accept it? They have nothing to lose, because you already deprived them of the most precious thing. It's like killing someone's children and then asking for money afterward. The order is so wrong and erratic. If it were an error, they must admit it. And if it was intentional, I guess they just want to spread the hatred. They are cancer cells.

I heard that cancer loves stress, so I listen to music. I stop the news and start playing obscure jazz on my phone. The moment I place my waterproof Bose Soundlink into the small kitchen, it transforms the room into a concert hall. Nice, without buying any fancy amplifier, I managed to find my vibe in the morning.

Well, today is today, and I need to go to the police station to retrieve the ID card I lost on a drunk night. Last night was fun, talking about war with a man. I'm lucky, I get to talk to a lot of people while working